Decisions too Far... Daily we face A or B and cannot have both. And, once we
choose one, and that one is A... A leads to 1 and 1 to 2 and 2 to 3 and further
from B it goes. Then, even if we said we will choose B some day...some day will
never come since we have gone too far. It was about this situation that Robert Frost penned his
poem “The Road not Taken”. He said he was walking in a yellow wood when he saw two
roads diverged. He said he was alone and had to take only one. Both looked the
same. The one maybe more travelled than the other so he took the road less
travelled by and that make all the difference in his life. For that he can only
sigh. Sigh for it was his decision and once the decision is made there is no
turning back. The Road Not Taken BY ROBERT FROST Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Source:
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/44272/the-road-not-taken It was about this situation that Judas Iscariot could
not see his way back to the crossing where he could take another road. All
suicides works like this. The inability and agony of the person that they
cannot walk back in life to the point of great decision between A or B. Sinner
or conversion works this way. One has to lay down self-importance, self-view,
self-love even self-admiration and walk humbly back amid scorns from some close
friends to be a “coward”, “weak” a “pimp”. But that is the way to go. If the
friends do not want to walk together back to change course, then let it be. Let
them go on their own way. My uncle was an alcoholic and a smoker and he did it.
He became a Seventh-day Adventist and kicked these habits and became another
person, one that he was never in his whole life. He managed to reach the
crossing back at the beginning and started to walk B instead of A. And that
made all the difference for him. And not with a sigh like Robert Frost. Maybe
Frost was not willing to go back. So he kept sighing. But not all people are
going to keep sighing. Join millions and billions through history who walked
back and changed 180 degrees in their habits, ways, views, and achievements. For some persecution from household members and friends
started. For others they were haunted by Satan who attacked their children with
strange diseases, all because he and his family started to keep Sabbath as the
day of the Lord and not Sunday. All because he changed from Catholicism to
Adventism. Walther Veith video on his Testimony on Youtube. But it made all the
difference for a Richard Dawkins style atheistic evolutionist became a
creationist and still is after 30 years! Zoologist turned Creationist and kicked
out of the Evolutionistic heart of South Africa University Department. But
other universities took him in and allowed him to teach combo evolution and
creation in his classes and let the students decide for themselves. Are we packing and start walking back to start a new
life? All true Christians had to do it, like Saul who became Paul. Is it worth it? At a later stage in your Christian life
you will “develop” eyes to see the Holy Spirit working in you life and the
beauty of it. The reality of salvation then kicks in with great joy, comfort
and satisfaction regardless...of any stress, disaster, event. Do Christians psychic themselves up to see things that
do not exist? I cannot wake up in the morning for I could not ever.
Then I asked the Spirit of God to wake me up at 3h50 so that I can feed the
cats at 4 and have devotion and prayer with Him for an hour every morning. He did and does! Do not tell me He does not exist.